It still hits us hard. We have babies. Honestly, every morning when we go in to scoop up the babies from their cribs, we stand in wonder of their smiles, the way they find comfort in our familiarity and the way they snuggle in close to our bodies for that first morning cuddle. This is easily the most amazing experience of our lives.
December has not been an easy month for us in the past. A miscarriage and an unfulfilled due date are just two reasons (not to mention the years of holiday reminders of being childless). Holidays are incredibly difficult for those who struggle.
As I sat the babies in their bouncy seats in front of the Christmas tree and decorated it with ornaments that have graced the tree for years, it hit me again. I explained the significance of each ornament as I placed it and watched their eyes span, in obvious wonder, the height and breadth of the brightly lit tree. Amazing.
We have everything we have ever dreamed of.
Two more stockings hang this year.
Our Tree
My beautiful family.