Get Ready to Give Baby A Bath

 

I was caught off guard today.

One year ago I was pregnant with twins. I was worried, but happy that I held life inside me and wanted nothing more than to surround myself with positivity. I joined "Babycenter" to track my babies' progress day by day and to learn of their development by the minute. Eight weeks later, I miscarried.
Christmas came and went and I felt lonelier than I ever could have imagined.

Weekends away with friends, amid 20+ people was more isolating than I could have imagined.

July - The due date of these two babies came and went.

All the while, I forgot to unsubscribe from Babycenter.

Today, in my inbox, Babycenter decided to send me some tips on how best to bathe baby.

I should have three and a half month old twins.  I should have. 

I read the entire email, then marked it as spam.  I didn't cry.

Not one tear.

I have one more due date to get through.  December 19th.  I wonder if I will cry then.

I unsubscribed today.

Proof is below.

One day at a time.